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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
What a wonderful world

School was really tiring today. Had some stupid talk, then went to distribute the flyers. The bus was filled with our class people. Hahah. The heat was killing me. I can't stand it. Out of so many houses we went to, two pathetic people remembered to said thankyou. -shakes head. Tsk. Came back around 11.30pm, had lunch, slacked around. Went up to the hall. Something really hilarious happened on the way there, shan't talk about it here. :) Awhile later, YJ,XW & Tricia came. Talked & all. Had some CCA talk. Slept for awhile. I hate turtle chow. Freak man, her voice freaks me out totally. Tricia & XW were making fun of her the whole time while she was talking. Hahah. The mic keep dying on her. BLEH hate her man.

Bestaye still isn't well. ): Not fit enought to come back to school. Man, it's only a day & I'm missing her. I only met her for less than a day, like 3 hrs? Blah, get well soon bestaye. (:

So after school, cabbed down to Compass. Met baby at Mac's, with her classmate. :) Baby accompanied me home, showered then off to Compass again. Dropped my library books, went to look for Qiaos & Sass. After that, baby & I went to walk around Cold's Storage. :) I swear, she's the number one ahbeng. We walked around the whole Compass, then to the library. Got the books I wanted, left baby there & went for my piano lessons. After piano lessons, borrowed my books then bought dinner for the family. Baby sent me home. :)

Came home, used the comp. The laughters coming from the kitchen turned into yellings & whacking. Take me away, far from this place & runaway. Dad whacked Zell like nobody's business. Although half the time I said I really hate my sister but sometimes she's really a sweetheart. And well, she's always the one who tries to help when I wanna get outta this hell, or whever I get into trouble. I don't know what is this family becoming into. Zell wails, Mom screams & Dad yell. & all I did was look how this family is turning upside down, and let my heart bleed. I've cried enough for this & I guess my tears got tired too. There I'm trying, here there're they letting it go down the drain. I'm tired. & then I guess, the best was to leave everyone alone. I'm not gonna crack up jokes to break the ice, tries to act funny though I totally don't have the mood for doing anything, ANYMORE.

My heart says go ahead & leave.

I hate it when all this happens & when I tell it to someone whose family's close to perfect, they don't understand, they don't get it. 'Cos they'll never understand, they weren't in this position. Forget it.

Baby, thanks for today. :) I love you.

Visiting Bestaye tmr. (: Well, I hope tmr's a better day. =\
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All I want is you.
<3,


7:10 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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